Friday, July 3, 2015

Morning Doom


Coffee to wash away the morning doom.  
This is how it is each morning and I bet I'm not the only one.

The hardest time of the day is watching the morning sun.  Not awake yet, it is the border between the sleeping me which has traveled far but not remembering while the body lays at rest just before the light of day summons us to take our place, to get ready to rumble.

 It's daylight in the swamp. 

 I reluctantly rise, not wanting to let go of the only free time we have which is when we sleep.  We've got it ass-backwards.  The night isn't scary, it's our friend and our spirits are free to roam.  Maybe our spirits visit those better timelines where John Lennon is an old man who no longer writes songs and nanite bioweapons don't exist.  Or maybe we visit with people who already left, but we can't stay and the gravity well will not allow us to remember where we went. 

The morning is when we have to remember that our rulers want us dead.  
It wasn't a dream, they really do.  

That is the morning doom, remembering that we are in a silent war against silent but very real weapons.  You look up to see how bad the spraying got while you slept; already there are trails dissipating and on the horizon a couple more are headed your way.  

It's daylight in the swamp. 

But after two cups of coffee and a few smokes 
I am ready. 
Bring it.

July 4, 2015
~ Anonymous ~






Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Sweeping Changes and High Strangeness


The Grateful Dead played their last concert ever in the bay area the other night; and it seemed fitting somehow...as the long strange trip on planet earth gets stranger by the day, and a procession of the known & familiar heads off into the mists of history.

We're way out beyond the reach of history now which is why so many seem confused; it's because all the solutions we've learned from history are outdated, as we scramble for fresh understanding amid rapid changes and widespread cognitive dissonance.

Things nowadays are seldom as they seem, or as some would have us all believe them to be.  We don't see the entire scope of things, many unknown factors are swirling about in the winds of change; much is being crafted and scripted, and everywhere we look we see that which we call the matrix tightening it's oppressive coils of control like an evil, wounded Anaconda.  

ObamaCare has now survived a second supreme court challenge and with experts doubting there will be another challenge; it's likely here to stay.  Other new legislation addressed inequality in fair housing, gaining ground on that issue as well. 

The same court also handed down another historic decision the same week; declaring that same sex marriage was now legal in all fifty states.  Of course this had to share the limelight with the aftermath of the latest incidence of racial violence which sparked backlash against public display of the confederate flag nationwide.  Too bad people can't manage the same levels of passion over Fukushima, or fracking as they do flags and sexual preference.  Unfortunately, the court also ruled against protecting the environment by dialing back industrial emission laws.

Then there is the story about a white woman masquerading as a black woman, and the other story about Bruce Jenner's sex change into Caitlyn Jenner, hot on it's spiked heels.  Amid all the hyperbolic coverage of all these stories comes a sinister push toward mandatory child vaccines, just one more unwanted thing we have no control over.  Also, as the country was distracted by all the street theater, Obama quietly passed legislation on the TPP trade fiasco; which is just one more thing that may not be as it seems.  However on the positive side there are now costumed, masked crime fighters prowling the streets of Seattle!
While on the surface these historic changes seem like long overdue progress; we will do well to remember what I previously mentioned, much is being crafted and scripted.  Just as these historic steps caused millions to rejoice, their detractors are bound to be equally passionate in their scorn.  Passions which those in the shadows would just as soon see boil over, and as we all know by now, they just love lending a "helping" hand in such matters.  Pitting opposing factions of belief against each other seems to work every time.  When do you suppose we'll catch on and quit acting out the roles scripted for us to play?

At their core, these kinds of changes are about humanity and dignity, and perhaps elevating them above petty partisan politics and prejudice; at least for a while.  But why not as a society, seize this forward momentum to push thru even more long overdue changes favoring humanity over the corporations.  Then again, as the matrix continues to falter and fail, maybe some of its members figure it would be good to win some of us over before the final crash.  Just because the powers that be have an ulterior agenda at work doesn't mean we cannot capitalize on the push for progress. 


This week saw the list of 2016 GOP presidential candidates bulge to a record breaking bakers dozen; with the actual election some 18 months away.  An unlucky 13 of the biggest lunatics, whack jobs and all around pandering mega-flakes ever to disgrace this country.  You listen to any of them; and its just the same exact tired old white guy mentality rattlesnake poison they've been spouting the last fifty years.  How about maybe we ride the tide of recent historic changes and keep up with the upgrades.  Maybe we start by sending all those hateful, prejudiced old white men packing once and for all?  How about a clean slate, with young, progressive thinking people from every walk of life being in charge? 

The ongoing financial crisis in Greece is affecting American 401K plans, spreading fear and apprehension into financial markets an ocean away.  We would do well in this country to heed what is transpiring in Greece, and just maybe try to emulate what has been going on in Iceland.  As this is happening the FBI announces a cancellation of all leave or vacations over the 4th of July weekend.  In Maryville, Tennessee over 5000 have been evacuated after a train derailment resulted in a poisonous toxic plume blanketing the area.

Meanwhile reality TV shows are getting closer every season to attaining their ratings smashing goal of actually killing a contestant, and they've already come close.  Here's something to wonder about; there currently are around ten shows in production which focus on surviving in the wilderness; why?  Is this some more subliminal predictive programming?  Does someone somewhere know something we don't?  Inquiring minds want to know, and then there are those who don't. 


The pope recently went public with his edict on global warming & climate change; citing that it's a problem for all of us to address together; that it is our responsibility to the future to address this critical issue.  This is another solid win for agents of change, because now that global warming is part of an official church edict it will automatically increase awareness, maybe even result in some authentic concern as well.  Whether or not we actually act on the behalf of our progeny, well that is another thing entirely.  If the past is truly prologue, then I'd hazard to guess that when all the rhetoric finally fades away we won't have much to brag about.


Elsewhere, in the natural world: raccoons are cruising around on alligators, weasels are hijacking woodpeckers, crows are surfing eagles, and grizzlies are accosting tourist cars; not to mention serial shark attacks on both coasts.  At the Kruger game park in Africa A leopard attacked a safari guide in a vehicle; just months after another fatal lion attack nearby.

Two news crews covering a San Francisco murder were robbed at gunpoint; the thief making off with their camera equipment.  In Germany a robot killed a worker at a Volkswagen plant; and over 300 wildfires in Alaska have turned baked Alaska into a reality.  Wildfires erupting in California are more foreboding than ever what with the epic drought here.  As arid California burns, Texas is being deluged with record rainfall, causing record flooding.  Elsewhere, tornadoes are roaming about the Midwest in surly mobs heading eastward, as the UK suffers under an unusual heat wave...and everywhere you look it seems airplanes are falling out of the skies in record numbers, including in my old hometown of Ketchikan, Alaska.

All of this chaos and turmoil is the trademark signature footprint of fourth dimensional timespace resonance; and it denotes both the death of third dimensional reality and the transition to higher, more stable frequencies.  Even bigger changes await us just around the bend, and not all of them will be for the betterment of all.  Things won't be this chaotic and turbulent permanently; we're in a transitional phase which may last a few more years at best before things begin settling down to a new normal for humanity.

 Depending on where your energy & head is at, as the intensity begins to fade you will either perceive a thoroughly dystopian society around you, or one that is licking its wounds and actually embracing the evolutionary track. 

Whether you believe in reincarnation, or yolo, (you only live once) this life on this planet is not a spectator sport; we have to contribute something, some effort, some commitment to the kind of future we want to see.  Haven't we learned by now we simply can't trust our future to greedy old white men any longer? 

The trouble is that we've all taken shelter from the swirling winds of change within our own personal belief systems; and as long as we refuse to operate beyond the confines of said belief system, no growth or progress is possible.  Energy follows thought, which simply means that we tend to create what we think about the most.  If all one's time and energy is devoted to resisting the matrix, that will become your reality, intended or otherwise.  We must guard against becoming that automobile mechanic who fixes other people's cars yet never has time to work on his own ride. 

We must learn to detach from the struggle against the matrix frequently enough to make sure our own vehicle remains in top shape for the journey ahead.  If we don't focus on ourselves as much as we agonize over the state of the human zoo we're destined to remain a part of it.  I'm pretty sure you don't want that any more than I do. 

When I made my living as a drug/alcohol rehab counselor; about 90% of my clients were court referred DWI cases, which meant it wasn't their idea to come see me.  Many were antagonistic and uncooperative, and a few showed up who refused to even speak during their mandated hour with me each week.  My reaction to this hostility was putting a plaque on the wall,  just beneath the clock which read: "Never try to teach a pig to sing, it wastes your time and annoys the pig."  It was there to remind me that one cannot teach to minds which arrive closed and locked.  I am sure that many of my clients back then thought the sign was for them because that is the nature of the self-centered.

Not my circus, not my monkeys.

I eventually had to let that job go because it was a permanently negative environment, resistant to change, which was just helping the system to function, nothing more.  I'd become a well paid cog in the machine, performing a rote function that was eroding my soul a little more every day, while not making a bit of difference.  I tossed that job, but kept the plaque and the philosophy.

When things created in 3D begin breaking down in 4D - don't waste time or energy attempting to make things as you remember them; just bless it, release it and move on.  Learn to recognize when something has served its purpose for you, and just let it go.

4D is not 3D, and the reason so many are dealing with cognitive dissonance and fear right now is because they're still carrying on as if we're all still skipping along in 3D reality.  There is a reason why so many things and institutions and governments are breaking down just now: their time is done yet they continue thinking and behaving as if all the same old "rules" still apply.  They don't.

The rules have not only changed, they're in a kind of fluid state where they morph abruptly without notice or warning, into something entirely different; forcing us to be vigilant and cognizant of our surroundings day to day.  No, things definitely are not as they seem much of the time these days, because of conflicting world entities who are at cross purpose with one another.  Leaves the rest of us in the unenviable position of being caught between them as they grapple. 

If you like; you can of course stick around until the final bell to see who "wins" but of course by that time you'll just be part of the crowd trying to find the exit to the parking lot.  Perhaps it is a wiser move to realize that all this conflict is kind of negative, kind of counter productive, and quietly leave the arena well ahead of the final blow.  

So, if you want to make progress in these times of sweeping change and high strangeness, get out of that comfort zone of yours and shake off the stagnation.  As any baseball fan knows, you cannot steal second base while your feet are stuck on first.  A conscious decision to act is required if progress is desired, simple as that.  Life should be about expanding our comfort zones to include more and more things, ideas and concepts; not just clinging tightly to the old and familiar, as they march on into the mists of history. 

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Friday, June 26, 2015

Dancing with the Racist in the Room

Mom always told me to never engage in a battle of wits with the unarmed.

In a recent post of mine some may have seen, Flag of Hatred - I commented on the confederate flag and the racist attitudes it is most often associated with.  I chose to not only write about it, but to do so in the brash, in-your-face manner which racists so frequently themselves like to employ.  A sort of social experiment which was inspired by watching news interviews with "typical" down home good ole boys from the deep south explaining how they aren't racists, but rather are just very proud of southern heritage, values and independence. 

I was aware going in, that no matter what I said or how I said it, I was in for some crisp feedback, because the first thing racists do when confronted with the ugliness of their hate is to attempt to change the focus away from that by any means possible.  The easy thing would have just been to keep my mouth shut (as some suggested) to avoid all the nastiness which was sure to follow, but you see; that is exactly what they want! 

A primary tactic of distraction employed by racists is the same tactic used successfully by infants and children.  Make enough unpleasant noise long enough and you'll get your way; and if you make it a lifestyle, pretty soon everyone will avoid you like they do rattlesnakes.  Tends to work quite well, if you don't mind being a social pariah.

The first and loudest voice of dissent and damnation came from a self described 'redneck' who goes by buelaman and hosts a website he calls B'mans Revolt somewhere in the south evidently.  First met this fellow a couple years back when he made a passably decent little video based on one of my posts he liked.  He asked if he could, I said yes, and was happy with the result.  Despite trying to keep in touch, I haven't heard anything at all from buelaman since that time; until I posted Flag of Hatred the other day.  As I said, his was the first response to the post, and it bothered me a bit that I'd offended him, so I replied by email that insulting him personally wasn't my intent and apologized for offending him.

Evidently, that wasn't good enough.

Within half an hour the blog post comments began flooding in as they never have before, and I mean there were actually 65 comments posted in the first few hours after the post was published on rense.com.  That many mostly negative comments so quickly means that someone got on the phone/email & twitter to rally his troops against me.  Their tactic is simple and so very easy; they bomb you with vile, disgusting and highly abusive comments knowing that if you moderate out all the filth they can accuse you of censorship, and if you post any of the comments they get to be obnoxious and drive readers from your blogsite.  Because I sought a dialogue on the issue of the cornerstone speech, to see if anyone would actually engage on that issue, (the central point to the post in question)...I published some of the less offensive comments, and flushed the blatantly abusive. 

It is worth noting at this point that on his own web site, buelaman requests that those commenting please keep their comments on topic - too bad he doesn't practice what he preaches, because the first thing the next morning, at the very top of a whole new raft of hateful, abusive comments, was buelaman himself strutting like a rooster, telling me to shut up because so many negative comments means I'm wrong. Now, just how did he know how many comments I'd received ?  He also said he took down the video he did from my post, but would put it back up once things between us were resolved!!

Told him I'd rather he delete the video forever than see him use it as some kind of hostage to the discussion going his way.  You see, the mentality average folks are up against here?

Nowhere in all those "comments" was there even a single person who wasn't afraid to discuss the cornerstone speech.  Not a one!  How about that.  Finally this morning, a reader from England not only addressed the speech in question, he even offered some insight I hadn't thought of, so thanks to Steven for that!  The point here is simple; haters never want to address the real issues, I think they just prefer to be left alone to stew in their own bigoted juices.

The trouble is here, that society simply cannot afford that kind of silence any more, not if we want even the smallest shot at evolving beyond pride and prejudice.  For over a century we have just shut up and let the rebels have their little pity party of private hatred and intolerance.  Just now, in a moment of clarity in the wake of the Charleston killings, we're coming to our senses as a nation and acknowledging that the stars & bars has to go!

Let's be very clear here.  The confederacy was never recognized as a sovereign state, not by a single world government at the time.  It was an illegitimate political entity which committed acts of treason against America, and started a war costing over 600,000 lives in total.  All because they refused to give up the practice of slavery.  That is the heritage these haters say they are so proud of.  They were wrong, they LOST the war they began, yet somehow we're supposed to allow them to continue intimidating all of us with their hate banner.  Ask any reasonable person what first comes to mind when they see the rebel flag, and see what they say!  Sore losers who would just as soon kill you!

These days it isn't enough to just speak truth to power, we must also speak truth to ignorance, bigotry and racism; because, clearly, keeping our silence hasn't worked out so well now has it?  In his address at the funeral of pastor/senator Clementa Pinckney this day, President Obama even said that "the confederate flag is a symbol of systemic oppression," and warned that we should not fall back into silence over this issue, the issue of racism and hatred perpetuated by a symbol on a flag. 

 Google racist symbols and guess what shows up together on the first row of results; the confederate flag and the Nazi swastika!  How about that??

The KKK was a group of southern racist haters; who felt the need to hide behind bed sheets despite their "superiority" to the negro - what were they afraid of, or ashamed of??  No different from today where our group of haters likes to hide behind false respectability, using words like heritage & honor.  How come all the haters only post as anonymous?  Because that is the modern equivalent to the klansman's bed sheet. 

False equivalency and revisionist history are the haters favorite tactics to divert and distract attention away from the issue of their bigoted, prejudiced minds.  When out maneuvered by logic and truth; they quickly accuse opponents of being agents of the system, deluded, or just simple minded.  Those unwilling to acknowledge much less discuss the cornerstone speech are oh, so quick to point at Old Glory saying look at all the oppression of minorities that flag has flown over, and that may well be, however, we'll discuss that flag when it gets its own post, NOW we are, as a nation, discussing the confederate flag, and all it represents.  How about we all stay on topic here, eh?  Quit trying to change the subject!

As even a casual reader of this blog is aware, I am anything but a fan of the American government or its bloody history of injustice to minority people.  To accuse me of being a shill for the establishment just smacks of desperation by those who seek to silence any voice but their own. The haters have become experts at playing this evasive little mind game where no answer given is ever good enough, and like slippery eels they avoid actually addressing the salient points, but prefer to take personal cheap shots at the author, hoping if they piss him off, it will divert focus from the main point.  This then is the action of cowards who want all the rights in the world but are willing to respect nobody in return.

How come the haters can't just man up and own their hate?? 

For over a hundred years racist southerners have shoved the confederate battle flag in everyone's face in their arrogant attempt to feel superior, and intimidate their enemies but when someone shoves the truth in THEIR face, oh, they sure don't like it much.  Not at all.  Like most cowards, they can dish it out but they cannot take it. 

"I'm not a racist" they cry, then in the next breath admit to embracing the confederate flag for what it "really means".  You can't have it both ways, but then that's exactly what the haters want.  They want the right to do whatever they desire and then denounce any opposing opinion with distortions of history and utter lies, again,

  What are they afraid of ??

If one is not a racist, but yet loves their southern heritage so much, why not fly the original confederate flag, instead of the rebel battle flag?  How about that?  But we don't see the original flag much, perhaps because it doesn't deliver the desired message to those who see it. 

Intolerance is the watchword for these racists, and you see it the minute you say something they don't like; they verbally attack with clever tactics designed to distract and obfuscate from the central issue.  They know that their inner hatreds are wrong and ugly in every way, and they defend their hatreds the same way the do their ignorance, with angry abusive rhetoric - it's all they know, it's all they want to know! 

 Minds as rigidly locked as the confederate flag at the south Carolina state capitol. 

Sometimes ya have to speak on the only level someone can understand.  Seeing the predominantly abusive responses to Flag of Hatred it was clear to me that those who felt offended are unwilling or unable to engage in a rational, respectful discourse.  This is their primary tactic: to so overwhelm their opponents with vile and abusive rhetoric that those with opposing views throw up their hands in disgust and just give up.  That, is the problem, we just silently endure these haters rather than incur their vehement wrath.  Essentially the same way a child gets it's way, by crying and wailing so loudly and long that the parents give in.  They do this because they know they cannot prevail in any fact based discussion.  Just like bawling children who know nothing beyond self interest, these southern racists must be taught that such behavior will no longer be rewarded, or tolerated.

Of course, some of these southern racists have long ago found their way into the halls of power, you'll know them by their tantrums, like some of the gems that have fallen from the mouth of supreme court judge Antonin Scalia recently. By god, I thought the man's head was gonna explode today when same sex marriage was made the law of the land.

See how fast the haters are losing ground!!  They must be really stewing in their juices by now. 

As I've said, these racists are, at their core; cowards; by way of example I have only to point out that since the Charleston shootings there have been a total of seven black churches burned.  They can't all be bad wiring and lightning.  Who runs around under the cover of darkness and sets fire to churches?  The same bunch that ran around in bed sheets hanging black people - cowards, that's who!

The tide is turning people; and this moment right now might just be the best time in the world to roll bigotry and intolerance back a couple hundred years, hell its where they like it best, they'll be fine there without us.  Like that self absorbed child, southern haters must be taught where the boundaries are, and what lines they are not allowed to cross.

At the end of the day it's refreshing to know that everyone out there isn't the same as these bigots and haters.  They've always been a minority, and they act like it.  Here, now in this national waking moment of recognition all of us non-haters need to stand up, and just say no more!  Silence will only embolden those who hate; I doubt we'll ever get rid of that gene, but we can try, and till then we have to stand up to racists and haters, every time, and tell them their day is done.  Tell them they are free to think and feel however they want, but decent, moral society will no longer give you a pass on public displays of hatred.  Take your flag and go back home, we're already full up with crazy here!

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Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Flag of Hatred


Yes, take down the confederate flag wherever it flies.
Better yet, take it down and burn it!

The confederate battle flag belonged to traitors defending slavery.
Simple as that!

Enough of this cowardly cry about heritage and honor
again, the heritage of traitors to America.  What honor is there in slavery?

I lament the loss of any soldier in war, even ones on the losing side,
the Nazi's for example.  Doesn't mean I wanna ever see that flag again!
All those Johnny Rebs who died for the confederacy, they had a choice.
they knew exactly what they were fighting for; Slavery!
They were on the wrong side of history, America's first white supremacists 

It was wrong then, and it's still wrong today;

Simple as that.

Still the die-hards and ankle biters of this country insist that the confederate flag represents southern pride and heritage.  That is a pretty thin thing to hide your racism behind, because the truth says something very different in this case.

 In 1861 the vice president of the confederacy Alexander H. Stevens gave what has become known as the cornerstone speech, because it laid the cornerstone of confederate beliefs.  The salient part of that speech reads as follows:


How in hell is that not clear enough?

You simply cannot spin or contort that intent!

So when these yammering knuckle draggers whine about their heritage, keep in mind they refer to the heritage of buying and selling humans into slavery.  The heritage of raping and killing their property as they pleased.  The heritage of the KKK, not to put too fine a point on it.

The European union banned public display of the Nazi swastika for all the same reasons the confederate flag should be banned and burned: and when they banned it, the skinhead neo-Nazis quickly took up the rebel battle flag as their fall-back symbol of racist hatred.  Do you suppose it was because they identified with cornpone and grits?  Did the neo-Nazis start using the confederate flag because they support southern family unity??  Nope, they used it because it projects all the same hatred, intolerance and intimidation as the swastika.

The south ain't ever gonna rise again, deal with it; and ditch the flag!!


It is perhaps indicative of the prevailing mindset in South Carolina, that they saw fit to padlock the flag of hatred onto its own pole.  Locked flag, locked minds.  The very stubborn and entitled attitude so many southerners have also indicates minds that are locked shut, unwilling and unable to even consider change.  Time for history to leave them in the dust, and evolve without them, because they will never change.

It is perhaps worth noting that southern states have not always flown the confederate flag continuously since losing the civil war.  No, they began flying it back in 1961 during the 100th anniversary of the birth of the confederacy; which was timed nicely to coincide with the time blacks in this country began pushing for equal rights under the law.  The southern states just kept the flag flying since then, as an intimidation factor, and as a symbol of arrogant racism.

Take down that flag, and burn it.  It's time!

When we consider the words of Alexander H. Stevens in his confederacy cornerstone speech, there remains no reason whatsoever to allow that flag of hatred to ever be allowed in public again.  You want to adorn the interior of your home with it, fine by me, but it has no place in public, not for over a hundred years now, so just let it go and join the rest of us here in the current century.

This is not an emotional response to this issue, its a spiritual response.  We cannot afford to allow emotions to carry the day here, because there are those working very hard to spark an all-out race war in this country; and this conflict over the confederate flag is just adding fuel to the fire.

On his June 22nd program, (on comedy central) Larry Wilmore offered up what I think is an excellent idea.  Take the flag down right now, everywhere it flies over public spaces; and then if it means so very much "...debate about putting it back up."  But debate over taking it down, hell no, just take it down.

 Since when does the losing side get to fly its hateful flag over our public lands?
it just ain't right!


We have collectively overlooked this flag of hatred for more than a century now, and in light of recent trends in social engineering, I think it is time to relegate it to the museum where it belongs, right alongside the Nazi swastika.

It is heartening to see so many businesses like Amazon, and Wal-Mart take a stand, and stop offering confederate flags for sale; its a good start in the right direction.  Alabama struck their confederate flag today, while the Mississippi house & senate voted to do likewise, republican governor Phil Bryant held fast to his racist roots and said No!  We shall be keeping an eye on his political career from this point.  Not the time to stick to your guns, Phil.

In the light of the cornerstone speech the cockroaches of "heritage & honor" can find no safe haven to scurry into.  Hatred is hatred no matter how you dress it up or camouflage it with subterfuge.

 If you rebels are so proud of your heritage, why not just come clean and admit it's all about hate and intolerance instead of hiding behind socially acceptable buzz words and talking points?  Why not just own your hatred?  How about that? But either way, that damn flag of hatred has to go!

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Monday, June 22, 2015

5D is Looking Better Every Day

Beneath all of life's window dressing and mass distraction there is always the sense that as individual, or group, we are moving towards something; some point in time, or event that will be the culmination of our individual & collective sojourns.  For the most part, we are somewhat forced to imagine our individual horizons within the paradigm parameters of the masses.  It is almost as if the powers that be get to set the framework, and field of possibilities for the rest of us. 

While it is true we are all free to pursue whatever dreams we may desire; if your dreams cannot be confined by the general field of possibilities, it seems sure they will be harder to manifest.  For example, if the powers that be are driving humanity to hell in a handcart, any efforts to manifest world peace are just naturally going to be more difficult. 

We all complain about corrupt politicians and yet on election day we always put more of them in office, because they are all corrupt!  So corrupt in fact; that they long ago quit leaving the elections in the hands of the people.  What we have is a charade so that the people can still feel as though they have a voice that matters, and gets counted.  We repeat the exact same dog & pony show every four years, with political campaigns lasting nearly the entire time between "elections.

Same as it ever was; except this time the batshit crazy factor is already thru the roof with over a year till the "election."  Just like always the candidates fall over one another pandering to whatever group they're in front of, doing the chameleon dance to reflect whatever image the group endorses.  Liars all.  Not to mention criminals, perverts and psychopaths.  It's been so long since anyone in America has seen an honest politician we simply don't know what one looks like because they never make it far.  Google Iceland!

Of course the mainstream propaganda mill ignores the positive political revolution in Iceland as much as they do Fukushima.  Neither one exists in the world of media.  Despite whatever personal dreams or goals we may have individually, we always seem to just go along with the group when it comes to politics.  We either get wrapped up in the phony rhetoric of the echo chamber (internet) or just ignore it all.  Either way the powers that be win!

While Obama sends more Americans to die in the desert oil fields to fight Isis, the worlds third largest standing army remains at home in Saudi Arabia, unwilling to fight. 
Same as it ever was.  All you have to do is to look at a map of US mid-east military bases to understand that there has never been any intention to leave that region.

Almost anywhere you look these days there is war, chaos, uprisings and revolts.  This is the trademark signature indication of being in fourth dimensional timespace, utter upheaval.  The reason we seem to be drowning in it just now is because, we are!  Everything is spinning out of control faster than we can process, or react to, so we all just go thru the motions with that thousand yard stare, kinda ambivalent & disconnected.  Exactly how they want us.

Before it was banned, the toxic poison DDT was sprayed on neighborhoods, and school children as well as on the food we consumed.  Now, decades later the widespread incidence of breast cancer is being traced back to mothers who were exposed, and had DDT in their bloodstream.  Oops?!  Not the first or last time the American population has been used as guinea pigs for scientific weapons research.  My point is simple, and subtle; in fifty years what horrific side effects will be linked directly back to GMO food-like-products??

With every new discovery of dead marine life washing up on California beaches there comes a vague nebulous feeling that we're just seeing the tip of a singularly horrific iceberg, and with it comes a pervasive sense of loss.  Only in the future will we know the ultimate price and cost of Fukushima, but of course, by then it will be far too late. 

Same as it ever was, only so much worse!

First American civilian police began looking more like seal team six, then they were given military vehicles & weapons left over from our wars of conquest, so they began acting like seal team six and have now become little more than urban death squads.  Walking and driving while black are now crimes deserving the death penalty??  Not a week goes by without yet another outrageous police shooting, or another "lone wolf" going on a killing spree, again, killing black people.  I've seen all this before, and it smells like the terrorocracy is cooking up a race war.

The United States incarcerates 1 out of every 100 citizens!  There are more prisons than colleges & universities in America; and right now there are more blacks behind bars than there were slaves during the civil war.  Racism never ended in this country, it was just turned into an industry!  Land of the free my ass!  The average person simply lacks the skills and connections necessary to navigate and exploit the system like the bankers, politicians & lawyers do.  The System isn't broken as they want you to believe.  The system is functioning exactly as it was designed to.  Crime pays - just not you or me.

Here in sunny California the two year long drought is so bad that some areas are actually using reclaimed sewage water, and not just on the crops.  Other parts of the world have been doing it for years, now it's our turn.  Elsewhere in the state, others are busy making desalinated sea water for public consumption.  These are the kinds of choices we are left with, drinking poo water, or nuke water. 

In business as well as politics, the operative mentality is clearly "If ya can't beat 'em, cheat 'em" - Whatever ethics might have once been have now been replaced with predatory practices which seek to gain every last advantage over the consumer.  Indeed, let the buyer beware!

Have you ever channel surfed during news hour?  Ever notice how it is that all the talking heads use the same talking points, right down to the same exact wording?  That's not plagiarism, it's production values dictated down from the top of the terrorocracy to literally drill propaganda directly into our minds. 

Those in control use predictive programming in the TV shows and movies we watch, in order to gradually acclimate the population to an unpopular reality.  The new series Minority Report comes to mind, as well as movies which glorify the transhuman agenda and the death of reason, and morality.  It's basically the same process meat is put through prior to cooking.  

If all of this describes the future you desire moving towards you can quit reading now.  Because there are several million others who envision something entirely different, something I believe might be attained on the individual level even if the group is moving elsewhere at breakneck speed and reckless abandon. 

Quantum physics long ago showed how light, and energy can travel as either particle, or wave.  For a goodly time scientists believed it was an either/or kinda thing. Particle, or wave.  More recently they have come to suspect that through a process we still don't fully understand; light and energy can not only be either particle or wave, but can shift back and forth between the two states as well...and sometimes can be both!

It rather reminds me of us humans and how we function in society, and in our own private lives.  By way of example: when you're listening to your music on your phone using ear buds~Particle.  When you buy tickets & take in a concert~Wave.  When you meditate~particle, When you use Facebook or Twitter~Wave.   Your hopes & dreams for the future~Particle, Your going along with the system just to keep from losing what little you have~Wave. You get the picture.

Just like light & energy, we humans also express as either particle, or wave, depending on the situational requirements and can shift from one to the other almost effortlessly.   Unfortunately, every time we shift into wave function mode and just go with the flow, we disempower those things important to us in the particle state.  What suffers the most from this is our sense of spiritual sovereignty, and our connection to source.  When in particle mode, we seek to become a better version of ourselves, to live life at the highest expression attainable, yet when we express in the wave form function it tends to stall the progress of the particle.  This is called the rat race, the merry-go-round, and the game of life...even though in particle mode it is anything but a game.

It has also been called the grand illusion, and around that concept there remains some difference of opinion.  Some will insist that all of this life is but an illusion, or perhaps a hologram; while others who have been doing it longer contend that reality itself is not the illusion, but rather the mind's projections onto that reality are!  Ever notice how often we seek the refuge of the particle state to escape the banality of the wave?  There is a reason for that.

Here in the maelstrom of fourth dimensional resonance there is a foreboding sense that the wave function is currently sweeping us all into the gaping jaws of oblivion & despair.  It's all about frequency, and vibration.  The lower frequency harmonics of 4D are like quicksand; sucking you down the more you struggle against it, until it has you for good.  The more one identifies with the wave, and the more time spent expressing in that harmonic, the lower it will drag your energy, attitude, and resonance.  Conversely, the more time one spends expressing as particle form function, the cleaner and higher your resonance frequency becomes; and that is the way out of the quicksand trap of 4D.    

The more time one spends expressing as particle, the stranger and more bizarre the world of the wave form becomes; which is why the powers that be have always sought to marginalize the entire human potential movement.  They don't want the unwashed masses discovering the power of the particle.  They have no problem with organized religion because like prisons, religion is incorporated, and turning a tidy profit.  Not only that, but at the same time, organized religion serves to keep the masses expressing firmly in the wave form function. 

If you embrace the belief system of the masses, (wave) you will inherit the destiny of the masses.  If you build and maintain your own belief system (particle) you break free from the destiny of the masses and are then free to express at whatever frequency level your heart desires.  This, I think, is the fifth dimensional resonance more and more people are talking about.  It exists right now, kinda of alongside the current 4D reality structure, in a parallel timespace.  Bits and pieces of it can already be seen now & then in places where the barrier between the two realities is thin...where the harmonics briefly match and stuff bleeds thru.

More and more people are now refusing to base their entire world view upon a single event (911) and this is a very good sign indeed, as these people may very well end up altering the very nature of the wave form function.  The old paradigm has lost its hold on us, and as its facade crumbles before our eyes the powers that were are desperate and just a bit frantic; and did I mention batshit crazy?

A good time to quietly disengage from the wave, & begin expressing as particle again!

There is another wave forming, comprised of like minded particles seeking each other out as they free themselves from the quicksand of 4D resonance.  Reaching for that next octave up in frequency vibration, the fifth dimensional resonance.  That is what evolution is all about, progressing to ever higher expressions of the Godforce.  This great shift of the ages is all about waking up, and rising up.

So many may ask, how do I raise my vibration closer to that of 5D?  What must I do to accomplish that goal.  While there are many paths leading to the same destination; I cannot say what anyone must do, as we are each particles with differing properties and situations.  What works for one may not for another, and different individuals may need differing lessons, etc.  As always, Spiritual matters are intensely individual, and personal, so it comes down to following your heart in such matters.

What I do know, is that the steps to getting there are the qualities of being there!

If we desire to elevate our personal resonance closer to fifth dimensional resonance we must first begin thinking fifth dimensional thoughts, and expressing thru fifth dimensional harmonics.  Energy follows thought.  If you consistently elevate your thoughts your energy also elevates; and does so even faster when your actions are congruent with your thoughts, in other words, if you walk your talk.  Your energy doesn't have a choice in the matter, it has to follow the direction and dignity of thought.   It's how this quantum physics stuff works.

One of my favorite methods for raising and maintaining energy levels is thru the use of sound, chanting and music.  It's kinda like a tuning fork for the soul, helping us to return our energy to manufacturers specifications.  Music that elevates me might not get a passing nod from your soul, and vice versa, so as always my advice here is to find something your spirit gravitates to, and go from there, adding to whatever your personal spiritual practice may be.  Sound is also quite useful when one desires to tune up their chakras.  I've always had excellent results using sound and color together to tune up the human energy system.

Unfortunately expressing 5D particle harmonics becomes difficult if most of your time requires you to function in 4D wave form, i.e. the daily grind.  They tend to cancel each other out, and progress becomes difficult in either particle or wave form.  At some point each individual will arrive at the point in time when they will have to choose between their place in the wave form function, and their survival as a particle.  It's a destiny of the masses kind of thing.

The current puppet theater of 4D wave form function has far surpassed the levels of absurdity in Joseph Heller's classic Catch-22, so if you've lately been feeling a bit like John Yossarian yourself, you aren't loosing it just yet; there's a lot of that going around.  At a time when humanity is supposed to be evolving into a higher state of consciousness (5D) the wave form function of 4D works only to keep us trapped in the primal energies of our lower chakra centers, and sending people pics of our un-tanned bits.  This ain't why we're here folks! 

If the current 4D wave form function is not representative of where you envision your  particle destiny unfolding, how much longer will you be content to ride along with it?  Is the current 'reality' moving in the direction of your dreams and aspirations?  Are you as alarmingly unconcerned as the masses regarding the darkly ominous future barreling down upon us?


 I only ask because if you don't know where you're going, any road will take you there.

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Thursday, May 28, 2015

DMT and the Persistent Illusion

The exact nature and scope of human consciousness is something great thinkers, philosophers and scientists have puzzled over for centuries.  It certainly seems like the more we think we understand consciousness, the more there is to learn, and experience.
It was once called the great mystery, but more contemporary thinkers have labeled it the grand illusion, following Albert Einstein's lead in considering all of reality as merely an elaborate illusion, albeit a very persistent one.

More recently some folks have built upon that paradigm by suggesting that reality and  consciousness is holographic in nature, while others insist that we all exist within some kind of a computer simulation.  When the obvious first question is asked regards to the operators of such holographic or computer programs; the popular answer is usually either our future selves, or maybe aliens.

The next question is usually something about what purpose or use such an artificial simulation might serve.  The answers here tend to be numerous and creative without being terribly convincing.  It's a test.  It's a game,  It's enslavement.  etc.  I need better answers than that, I need an explanation way more sublime than that.  First and foremost, I need answers which are congruent with my personal experiences with consciousness, yet not limited to just that.  After that, I'm looking for an elegance missing from most explanations of consciousness and reality. 

I have a problem with the computer simulation and holographic theories.  What entities anywhere would have the time to write programs and sub-programs to create everything we see, hear, feel and do?  Who is writing all this code, and for what purpose, for what audience or end user group?  Seems lazy to me.  If we just say consciousness and reality are holograms or computer simulations, does that absolve us from a spiritual purpose?Nifty way to pawn off all our bad moves and mistakes...it was programmed!  Sounds similar to another popular movement, but without the religious figurehead at the center.  If everything and all of us are just bits of code, it's easier to say nothing matters.  Computer simulations who invent computer simulations to entertain themselves with?
I'm looking for the elegant beauty that certainly must be the foundation of such complex concepts as consciousness and reality.  Dear, miss-guided Timothy Leary set me upon the path of the psychonaut; with some help from Carlos Castaneda of course.  I see Tim Leary as miss-guided because when he had the hearts and attention of perhaps millions; he gave the wrong advice, he got it backwards!  What he should have said on that sunny California day, was Turn on, Tune in, & Take Over!!  Had he uttered those words instead, we would be seeing a very different world, and reality today.  But, I digress...

The quest to understand consciousness is a lot like working a jigsaw puzzle without benefit of knowing what the finished puzzle will look like.  Not only are we missing the top of the puzzle box to guide us; we also seem to be lacking an owners manual for this human instrument our consciousness resides in and directs. 

"Science; is questions that may never be answered
Religion; is answers that may never be questioned"

Dr. Albert Hoffmann's accidental discovery of LSD or lysergic acid diethylamide in 1938 ushered us into the age of psychoactive compounds which when taken allow us to experience unknown realms of our consciousness, and reality.  Thirty years later; the compound he discovered was influencing a generation of Americans.  Lamentably the greater potential of LSD is wasted on those who only take it recreationally to "enhance" their perceived reality.   With the proper Intent, setting and conditions, Albert's little wonder drug can show you some interesting and profound things about consciousness and reality.  Conversely, if done when in a foul mood, or emotional turmoil, it can immerse one into many hours of extreme psychological discomfort, aka, the bad trip.

Native American shamans of course have a very long history of using Peyote and other psychoactive mushrooms in both spiritual and ceremonial expressions.  These natural chemicals have the ability to open the conscious mind to vaster realities, indeed even allowing one to travel in other realms, experiencing other entities, and spirit animals. Or you can just spend four hours laying in a field staring at the clouds & feeling all floaty.  Once again, those who use such drugs to "escape" the reality they created to begin with are missing out on a universe of understanding.

For the serious psychonaut there is a compound of all natural ingredients hailing from south america called Ayahuasca.  It isn't something you "try" or take recreationally, or even without supervision & guidance.  It's that potent; and it will show yourself to you, warts and all, and seldom in a gentile enjoyable way.  It rocks your world, literally! 

Then there is Iboga, or Ibogaine as it's called nowadays which has found a home in the medical community as an aid to breaking addictions.  Iboga is another psychoactive plant.  It is an Indole Alkaloid; and in spiritual use it has two distinct phases.  The first is the visionary state, followed by the Introspection state lasting from 4 to 6 hours.  Iboga is considered an Oneirogen due to it's dreamlike effects.  The sensation is very similar to lucid dreaming, that is to say, being fully conscious while in a dream state.  Iboga shows yourself to you much like Ayahuasca does, but is way gentler and somewhat easier on the physical form.  Again, as with Ayahuasca, best results with Iboga are obtained with the help of supervised guidance.

"Life lived in the absence of the psychedelic experience that primordial
shamanism is based on is life trivialized, life denied, life enslaved to the ego"
                                                                      ~ Terrence McKenna ~

Being constantly intrigued by that untapped 90% of the human brain; I couldn't help but become an avid fan of the late Terrence McKenna and his explorations into the realms of human consciousness.  It is perhaps interesting to note that while McKenna advocated mostly the spiritual use of mushrooms, he also occasionally spoke of their recreational value as well.  McKenna was a true shaman, being extremely well versed and experienced with most if not all psychoactive substances.  He long maintained that the only reasons governments ban such things is because they tend to free the mind, and then the soul, from the machinations of ego and "society."  Ironically, nearly everyone who denounces psychoactive substances, has never used them. 

Consciousness isn't something that can be easily categorized, or crammed into a single confined conceptual "space" or definition.  Another shaman named Stuart Wilde once said that "if you can't explain it in 25 words or less it isn't the Godforce" and yet most of us find defining consciousness akin to nailing smoke to the wall.  We know that we have it, yet we don't really understand it all that well most of the time; because if we did, we'd be doing better things with our lives!
After hearing about the substance DMT for many years, I got my first chance to experience it about four years ago.  DMT, or, N,N Dimethyltryptamine is created by the human body, in the pineal gland, and is a chemical released at death.  It is a structural and functional analog for serotonin and melatonin.  Also naturally occurring in over 50 plant species from ten families, DMT is one of the active ingredients in Ayahuasca as well.

All of the experts agree, DMT is the most powerful psychoactive agent known to science.  That's a ringing endorsement for any well traveled psychonaut.  However, for being the worlds leading psychoactive substance; the effects of DMT are exceedingly, maddingly brief.  The average DMT trip lasts only five minutes or so! 

"There is a transcendental dimension beyond language;
It's just hard as hell to talk about."
                                                            ~ Terrence McKenna ~

While the clinical studies conducted by Dr. Rick Strassman used injections, the more contemporary users today are smoking or vaporizing it.  In his book, DMT: The Spirit Molecule, Dr. Strassman's volunteers were injected with a serum; I believe the clinical subjects with perhaps purer extracts may have had experiences lasting somewhat longer than five minutes.   

As with any psychoactive substance, one's mood, attitude and frame of mind will influence the kind of experience one has; and this is very true with DMT.   Before my first DMT experience I had the benefit of others who shared their experiences with me, trying to prepare me a little.  A little was about all the help it was, because more than any other substance or compound, DMT is a very personal experience.  Are there hallucinations?  Oh, you bet!  Better and stronger by far than any I've had on LSD

My first experience with DMT was smoking some with a friend who extracted it himself from various plants.  It was late afternoon when I hit the pipe load of DMT.  As suggested by my friend, I took 2 full hits from the pipe then put it down on the coffee table.  For a moment it seemed nothing was happening, then after a few seconds there was this rush of wind and a slight wormhole vortex effect, then the room was back to normal.  After a few moments I was about to tell my friend I wasn't impressed, when my front door opened and in walks a little gnome-like fellow who looked shiny and nearly translucent.  Without so much as a nod, this trans-dimensional fellow strolls right by my chair, goes into my kitchen, opens the refrigerator and climbs in, shutting the door behind him. 

No previous experience with hallucinogens had ever been so sharp, clear and life-like.  This was some serious kind of Blu-Ray hallucination ... or was it something more.  As I marveled over the resolution of the hallucination another entity drifted in thru my front wall, floated right up to me, looked me in the eye - and winked at me  just before disappearing faster that whiskey at last call.  I looked over to my friend and while it was evident he was watching something, it was clear he was seeing something entirely different than myself.  Waiting to see if anything else would happen, I noticed the room had a strange look and feel to it.  Something I couldn't quite put my finger on right then in the moment.  When the effects subsided a few minutes later I told my friend about the little entities I encountered.  He told me that seeing them is indicative of the first stage of DMT, he called them gatekeepers, Terrence McKenna called them Machine Elves. My friend then explained to me that there are three stages, or levels to a DMT trip, and meeting the gate keepers is just the first.  Then he told me that very few people will experience all three levels the first time or two.  There is a real tendency to become stuck in phase one because of the "oh wow" factor, without realizing there is more in store.

Regarding dosages for the intrepid psychonaut; opinions vary, depending on the method of intake.  For smoking DMT, the following is a helpful guideline:

Threshold dose is from 2 to 5 milligrams
A Light dose is from 10 to 20 milligrams
common dose is from 20 to 40 milligrams
A strong dose is from 40 to 60 milligrams

Be very accurate when measuring doses, to avoid a stronger dose than you want!

The first level of DMT is the realm of the gatekeepers as previously described.  There is nothing wrong with hanging out here a few times until you get a sense of the room so to speak. 

The second level is known as Blast Off, and you'll know you're entering it by the marked sensation of rushing through a portal, vortex type wormhole, similar to the initial whoosh, but much stronger.  The second level consists of deep introspection of self, along with a powerful sensation of disassociation.  You feel out of body with a sensation of being wide awake and conscious within a dream.  This level provides a very non-confrontational environment for self assessment. 

The third level is called No Mans Land because here we find a very broad range of environment and experience.  Meetings with aliens and other entities is exceedingly common; as is the teleportation to fantastic realms beyond the one we know so well.  It is in level three where real interactions with other life forms occurs, not to be confused with the gatekeepers and machine elves in level one.  The most deeply profound spiritual experiences happen here.  Many have said they spoke with the Godforce.  The surreal experiences and sensations encountered here have led some to feel like they were dying.

"It isn't what you have, or where you are, or what you are doing
that makes you happy or unhappy, It's what you think about."
                                                                       ~ Dale Carnegie ~

My first experience with DMT was so realistic and profound that it took several days to process & integrate what I'd seen, and experienced.  My friend had generously left me with several more doses, and told me that while some folks take DMT daily, such might not be advised for beginners like me.  Suddenly I found myself of two minds on a couple of important questions.  When did I want to do it again, and whether to read up on the subject before the next experience?   With the first experience being so very positive and enjoyable, I was eager to go again within a few days, but should I wait?  I also wanted it to be very much organic & authentic; would researching it further perhaps influence my next experiences with DMT

The second time I smoked DMT was about two weeks later, about 2:00 in the afternoon.
My friend had suggested that doing DMT outside in the daylight was a peak experience, for him; so I thought I'd give it a try.  There is a secluded little koi pond on a corner of my property; splendid setting for a DMT meditation I figured.  This time I did a brief intention meditation first, after just sitting for a few minutes.  After smoking the DMT, the whooshing vortex thing happened again just as before during which everything around me was somewhat blurry & out of focus.  A few seconds later, everything was back in focus, but far from normal.  I could see the photosynthesis happening in the leaves of trees, like tiny droplets of iridescent pearlessence driving home on the freeway.  I could hear the sound sunlight makes.  I could see the color of the breeze, and when a curious squirrel peeked around a tree trunk at me, I could see inside him like X-ray vision. 

Hologram my ass! 

I looked down at my feet which became tree roots growing into the ground, and I felt not only like I was connected with Gaia, but a part of her for the first time.  Whatever I looked at, I could see the entirety of it, all in the most perfectly complete detail.   Subtle movement in the grass caught my eye, and when I gazed at it closer I could see small unknown little multi-legged creatures all calmly going about their business, oblivious to my presence.   Turning my attention away from the tiny creatures I was startled to see a machine elf sitting next to me, hell, he might have been there all along.  He wasn't looking at me, so, not wanting to spoil the moment I just sat there silently next to him gazing at the leaves.  I became so focused on the trees and flying insects I never saw or heard my visitor depart, but as I got up to return to the house a voice on the breeze said I could return whenever I wanted, presumably as long as I had some DMT extract.

After collecting a couple more DMT experiences as a framework for reference; I began studying & researching the chemical.  Dr. Strassman seems to be one of the preeminent scholars researching this field, along with Terrence McKenna, and Graham Hancock.  When I felt my background information was adequate, a few weeks after my second experience; it felt right to have another go at it.  Whereas most of the experiences I actually had are rather common to everyone, I was ready for the deeper, fuller experiences I'd been reading about.  I figured for my third time, upping the dose was in order. 

"If the words 'life, liberty & the pursuit of happiness' don't include 
the right to experiment with your own consciousness, then the
Declaration of Independence isn't worth the hemp its written on."
                                                                                         ~ Terrence McKenna ~

Now the books, experts and my own experience agree that DMT is nothing like psilocybin or even LSD.  It isn't a kaleidoscopic roller coaster ride full of rapid fire hallucinations like acid, and it isn't even very similar to mushroom trips.  I wanted an "A" ticket ride, so for this experience I nearly doubled the previous doses.  This time it was well after dark, and I was in a mood to experiment.  I have several videos of moving fractal images set to relaxing music, which are stunningly beautiful normally, so I decided to have one playing on the big screen TV before I smoked a bowl of DMT, just to see what would happen. 

Big mistake. 

After doing my best to assimilate the entire double dose, the whooshing vortex sensation came as expected, however at the same time I saw & heard water flooding out of my stereo speakers instead of relaxing music; and the moving fractals were no longer confined to the TV, or the screen, but began swirling about all over the room, and directly at me.  The moving fractal images followed the walls & ceiling like laser beams, and at once I was inside of a 3D kaleidoscope of cascading shapes and colors.  Within 30 seconds it was difficult to see much detail in the room as the spiraling fractals wrapped around me like a giant psychedelic python.  The sensations were overwhelming after two minutes, but I was determined to ride it out.  All things considered, leaving the safety of the chair seemed unwise. 
Four minutes in and instead of wearing down, the experience was actually getting more intense with every passing second; and was becoming a concern.  Whatever music was on that disc, it came out like sounding like some kind of alien tinnitus on steroids; a sharp buzzing noise, which was getting louder.  I could also hear the sharp, crisp sounds made by swirling fractals passing near my head; a sound not unlike sheets on the clothesline being flapped by a breeze.  Time itself seemed very fluid and flexible as I soon realized I had no idea of how much time had passed so far.   I thought to just turn off the TV, but I couldn't find the remote - because I couldn't see the desk it sat upon; everything was what was on the fractal DVD, and that's all I could see around me. 

At some point I saw my open bedroom door just five feet or so away, knowing my bed was just beyond somehow inspired me that I could make it before it disappeared again.  From the doorway I literally threw my body on the bed with swirling fractals chasing me the whole way.  I curled up in a fetal position, completely disoriented and unable to see anything but the fractals flowing from the big screen like lava from a volcano.  I didn't feel especially threatened, beyond wondering if I was dying; because once on the bed it felt very much like I was sinking down into a whirlpool, so I just relaxed into it now that injury from falling down was less likely.

Closing my eyes made zero difference because even with eyes shut and covered by my hands, I still continued to see the gyrating, swirling fractals in every imaginable color.  This continued for what felt like an hour before things started winding down.  When the fractals melted away the feeling of vertigo subsided and I could again see the familiar surroundings of home sweet home.  The wall clock said the whole experience had lasted a total of seventeen minutes!

I want to meet the computer geek who can write code for that!

That third experience with DMT was profound enough that I knew I didn't want to try it again for a while.  I'd be needing the time to process my experiences.  To be sure; I entered the experience lightheartedly with no intent other than exploration and experimentation.  That as it turns out is insufficient as well as being ill-advised.  As previously mentioned, this is the most powerful psychedelic on the planet. 

Six months after, I again felt like it was time to try DMT, having arrived at the conclusion that twice a year would be a good frequency of use for me. I would attempt to describe the next couple of trips if I didn't feel my grasp of language inadequate to the task.  Perhaps the accumulation of experience transcends language altogether, nobody knows!  I have come to understand why Rick Strassman calls DMT the spirit molecule I think, and that is because it might just be the key to unlocking the rest of our brains, and perhaps even lead us to that owners manual for being human.  We could really use that right about now.

"My technique is don't believe anything.  If you believe in something;
you're automatically precluded from believing its opposite."
                                                                                                  ~ Terrence McKenna ~

From my empirical research with this substance I have come to believe that the term trip is more descriptive of DMT than it is LSD; because I think it takes consciousness to another place.  I think that's what the whooshing vortex thing is all about, actually traveling somewhere else, even if its only the undiscovered country of that unused 90% of our brains.

 When it comes to comparing DMT to taking LSD; let me put it this way, over the last four decades I've done my share of acid, (and some of yours); and none of them can compare to the DMT experience.  LSD is a ride, DMT is a journey


DMT is the event horizon of consciousness.

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May the Source Be with You

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Recommended Reading
DMT; the Spirit Molecule by Dr. Rick Strassman
DMT and the Soul of Prophecy by Dr. Rick Strassman
Inner Paths to Outer Space: by Dr. Rick Strassman
Food of the Gods: the search for the original tree of knowledge by Terrence McKenna